I am loving the process of establishing myself better as an artist/songstress and all that. It is a bit of a haul to get things going in the music direction whilst holding down a full time job, a social life and a marriage!
I wonder to myself if there will ever come a time in the near future when I will be able to focus on this full time? If there will ever be a time when I get to throw my whole self into what I believe is the bigger picture for me? I guess the main thing that holds me back, and probably holds us all back from a full throw down into our passion is the question of money...will it pay the bills? Am I being selfish? I'm usually a bit of a dreamer; an 'anything is possible' type of gal, and I know that I've always been provided for, even when times were tight, but my grown up conscience is now at war with my child-like dreamer conscience and the two won't let each other win...
Maybe it's that 'hell in the hallway' idea that my friend talks about so much...the door closed behind you, and the waiting for another to open period of time.
Either way, I am learning to be content with my lot. All in good time, maybe.
So, my new website is up for your viewing pleasure. My friend Tim McNicol did it for me, and I think it is a beaut. Check it out.
